The following was written shortly after my arrest...

\/\The Conscience of a Hacker/\/

by

+++The Mentor+++

Written on January 8, 1986
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Another one got caught today, it's all over the papers. "Teenager
Arrested in Computer Crime Scandal", "Hacker Arrested after Bank Tampering"...
Damn kids. They're all alike.

But did you, in your three-piece psychology and 1950's technobrain,
ever take a look behind the eyes of the hacker? Did you ever wonder what
made him tick, what forces shaped him, what may have molded him?
I am a hacker, enter my world...
Mine is a world that begins with school... I'm smarter than most of
the other kids, this crap they teach us bores me...
Damn underachiever. They're all alike.

I'm in junior high or high school. I've listened to teachers explain
for the fifteenth time how to reduce a fraction. I understand it. "No, Ms.
Smith, I didn't show my work. I did it in my head..."
Damn kid. Probably copied it. They're all alike.

I made a discovery today. I found a computer. Wait a second, this is
cool. It does what I want it to. If it makes a mistake, it's because I
screwed it up. Not because it doesn't like me...
Or feels threatened by me...
Or thinks I'm a smart ass...
Or doesn't like teaching and shouldn't be here...
Damn kid. All he does is play games. They're all alike.

And then it happened... a door opened to a world... rushing through
the phone line like heroin through an addict's veins, an electronic pulse is
sent out, a refuge from the day-to-day incompetencies is sought... a board is
found.
"This is it... this is where I belong..."
I know...

Weather has been playing hide and seek lately. The Ayla clylone has not only affected the crop growth, it also made some temporary weather changes.Winter has been delayed in Kolkata by a nice margin of 2 to 3weeks.At first, it looked like this winter will be pleasent expeirence and the winter lovers will be disapointed but no one can predict mother nature. Recent changes have really shown the wrath of nature. Different reasons like flow of wind, no sun rise for 2 days and many more has made the mercury dip as low as 10c. For the past few days its nail bitting cold in kolkata. A small negligence and one can catch cold easily as the case with my smaller brother sonu. My computer is beside window which by maker's choice is defected and has a gap between the sliders. The HOLE KEEPS ME COOL...haha very funny indeed.At the time of writing the blog temperatures are touching 13c(ye i know it may be not that low but it do bite a lot.)

-by Nitish aka Monty aka NiT@@!! aka Logan

Was browsing youtube lately and came across these awesome cod5 multiplayer beta videos. After seeing them i will say average compared to cod4 multiplayer but it looks uber fun and specially I am more happy because there will be NO P90 in cod5 .. another interesting thing was one can call DOGS after 7 kills ..i was stunned wtf lol
(comparing helicopter from cod4 to dogs in cod5)
the maps looks very detailed.

here are the videos i want to share ( will add more in future)

http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=W9RfNEOeklc

http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=6sx8UPBahoQ&feature=related

It was a nice day , i woke up late and logged in Xfire to find out that my friend Deb needs one of the software crack ,i wont mention the software name.

I gave him the torrent site link (wont mention this too ) and told him to use the search engine.

After sometime Xfire made sounds (Beep), yes my friend sent me a message" you ROCK" ... for a moment i thought WTF i did?...the next message i received was one i am not expecting as he started swearing me

The problem is his computer got affected by some nasty ad-wares and virus,which i never wanted nor he do. According to him it was because of me and blamed me 100 % because I GAVE HIM THE SITE. but it was not my fault as it was the most popular torrent site . As of standard rules these sites may have many torrents that contain viruses and it was all his responsibility to choose the right one by reading through the comments and check the rating before downloading,which i fear he never bothered to do.

AND the most mind-blowing aspect of this attack that DEB computer did not have any anti virus installed,which is a must if you are connected to Net .He then releasing that it was his fault after some of my painful arguments with him and we are still solving the problem

Q.Effects of Virus?
A. Nothing much , 2 drivers were missing, he cannot open his computer neither the shortcut key was working( windows key +E ),...start menu has nothing(yes you read right ),internet explorer and Firefox not working..only thing that was working was X FIRE

Q.What we did?
A. I helped him to get AVG and AD-aware and told him to ran the full scan ..the initial results were good AVG showing 14 infections (yes the scanning is still going on his age old system which can die anytime)...

Deb quote " Let this software do their work .......... i hope my pc dont die wen i woke up in morning "

i am going to sleep hoping his machine get back to working condition otherwise he would have to bring his HDD to me so that i can backup his data