I'm in Shock
2009-06-12 5:29 AM PDT
When I am not going to a party with my friends, working with my America's army gaming clan, playing with my friends, I am trying to get a web site up. I always have something I am supposed to be doing, whether or not I am actually doing anything. My life is plenty busy for a 13-year-old boy. Two days ago, while I was getting ready to go to a party, we got a phone call. I figured it was just another phone call, and finished what I was doing, and went upstairs. When I got up, my Mom was saying things like, "Alright, I guess thats all we can do right now", and almost crying a little. I knew something wasn't right. She looked at me through here wet eyes and told me that my grandma probably had cancer. Awhile ago the doctors found a small spec in here liver, now all of a sudden, she probably has cancer. Later today we are supposed to get a phone call to tell if it truly is cancer, and what kind it is. They will also learn how early they caught it, and some other things. I had always heard about people dying from cancer, and families devastated, and I thought, "oh, that's so sad", "They must feel horrible", everything. But then it actually happened. then I learned, it really is that sad. It really is horrible. I went through the party, having a ton of fun, then remembering what was happening, and then I just kind of went into a daze, then started having fun again. she was a really good friend of mine, and I hope she gets through this. We went out for lunch yesterday, and she showed NO signs of being sick. Her and grandpa seemed sad, but not sick. Amazing that she could have something so deadly growing inside her, and feel nothing. I will update later today or tomorrow with news.
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