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Letting go...
2009-04-30 8:29 PM PDT
In life, there's many things that we have to learn to let go. We have to let go of situations, things, memories, people and even ourselves.

It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. When you've formed an attachment to people and things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when you realized that it's time to let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain.

However, there are times where you or that person has changed to the extent that it's necessary to let go of the relationship or friendship, so that each of you can fulfill your life path.

Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.

Letting go of your old self and the process of letting the new you emerge can be one of the scariest experiences in your life. But by leaving behind your old self and taking a leap of faith into the unknown, it might just reveal what you are truly capable of becoming.
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My Dream......
2008-08-11 5:54 AM PDT
I have a dream for everyone in the world to get along as human beings.I have a dream of all races and nationalities to get along as humans.I want peace in the world.I want harmony to be sung throughout every part of the world.This world is bleeding because of humans and mankind's actions.The world is corrupted from the outside.When I step outside of my little apartment.When I go on the bus...I look outside and I think...I probally think more than anyone.My mind races with questions and I want ANSWERS.I don't understand...I'm just confused.I don't know who to look to for answers, but there's nobody, so my mind still wonders.I dream I was a man of authority in the world to end corruption,racism, and war. I feel like we ALL have destiny's, and we have the right to CHOOSE what you want YOUR DESTINY to be, but choose carefully.Right is right even if everyone is against it and wrong is wrong even if everyone is for it, don't forget that!If your a good person with a good heart and soul. You stand tall in what you believe and don't let anybody strip you of your beliefs.To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe! In spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart and soul.

When I was born in this world.I was born without a father or brothers and sisters.My mom raised me all by herself.People always say to me when I tell them I have no father and I never met him,"awww i'm sorry to hear that." But they don't understand how much of a wiser and stronger young man I have become without him because I learned THE HARD WAY.The men that were raised without fathers, but by their mother are the most dependable,good,caring, and loving fathers of them all. That's what I WILL be with my children.I shall pass on my knowledge on to my children, but I will not CHOOSE their life as I said we choose our own destiny's and our own life's, but I will teach my children RIGHT from WRONG before they make their own life out in the...
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About me.
2008-06-10 9:36 AM PDT
Name: Julio Rodriguez

Age: 18
Birthdate and Birthday Zodiac Sighn: 11/23/91 --- Sagittarius

Go to this site to find out what Sagittarius means:

http://www.astrology.com.au/12signs/sagittarius.asp

Country: USA,CA

Gender: Dude

Nationality:Latino,Native American Indian, and some Punjabi Indian in me.

Description of me: Tall 5'11,Dark skin, Black Hair, Brown eyes, Sexy scar on Left cheek , Avrage size body, Big hands, and a "Jardhead" hair cut lol.

Music: Rock, Rap, Hip-Hop...anything that satisfies my imagination...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpE9VN_jGLg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGLkEGrJc5M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elIspF-HS-c

I like this song because I can relate to it so much:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNcloTmvTeA


Favorite Food: A juicy grilled Steak! and Candy!

Mood Type: A down to earth guy,Chill,Funny type humor. Just don't get on my bad side and we all cool

Favorite colors: Black & Green.

Favorite game types: MMORPG, RPG, FPS, & RTS games. (Company of Heroes, Call of duty 4 and Dragon Age Origins)

Favorite TV shows: Southpark, Sportscenter,Family Guy, American Dad, Simpsons and Avatar the Last Airbender

Favorite southpark Episode:

http://www.southparkstudios.com/episodes/103946

Favorite sportscenter Part:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkk-_uon4iM

Hmmm i will try to think of more, but thats all for now
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